silently just cry

i wish i could just split in two
like i do before i sleep
kill the part that is untrue
and silently just weep

over me that lays there murdered
bid that made up face goodbye
drop crosses i have shouldered
and silently just cry

i wish i could declare defeat
weave those thorns into a crown
tie a boulder to my feet
and silently just drown

go down until i hit the ground
ache for what i never felt
wait patiently till i am found
then silently just melt