silently just cry

i wish i could just split in two
like i do before i sleep
kill the part that is untrue
and silently just weep

over me that lays there murdered
bid that made up face goodbye
drop crosses i have shouldered
and silently just cry

i wish i could declare defeat
weave those thorns into a crown
tie a boulder to my feet
and silently just drown

go down until i hit the ground
ache for what i never felt
wait patiently till i am found
then silently just melt

sacred beltane dance

sacred Beltane dance:
fires blazing,
voices raising
while the deer stags prance.

sacred Beltane dance:
woods humming,
feet drumming,
blood boiling in veins.

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sacred Beltane dance:
morning breaking,
life awaking,
shaking off the trance.